Future.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Cerita 1
Exam is over. Finally. Tapi takdelah nak rasa freedom sangat. 
This is after I entered SBP. Okay PMR is not going to be the same as SPM. Told you.
Bila dah masuk sini, tak tau lah nak rasa down ke apa, tapi result aku taklah secantik result orang lain. Just, Im just AVERAGE. Biasa je. Tak gempak, tak teruk. But its not what they need in SBP student. :(
I know I've to work on it. I know. Lets take example of Nurul Hiedayah dan Asyraf Zaidan. Bukan nak kata apalah, tapi I love to take them as one of my inspiration sebab diorang constant student since dulu lagi. Thats why Im so proud of them. Actually. Nak bandingkan result diorang dengan result aku? Memang beza lah. They worked hard for it. Aku? Hmm. Kak Ira pun kata, life is not impossible. Boleh je kalau nak achieve kalau kita usaha. Mungkin aku dah usaha, tapi aku lupa Dia dan mungkin juga aku ingat Dia, tapi aku kurang usaha. Hukum karma. Hmm.

Cerita 2
Aku dah buat research. 
Pasal what Im going to be in the future. 
So lepas dah amik career test, based on my interest, lepas dah pergi ke booth booth karnival kerjaya,
Sooo I decided to take this course:

Chemical engineering in Food Science and Nutrition.

The question is, where will I go for further study?
3 Choices: 

1.Australia 
2.Japan 
3.United Kingdom

Life isnt that easy.

Tadi aku borak borak kejap dengan kaunselor aku, Cikgu Nurlina.
she told me that,
ONLY TOP 50 SBP STUDENT in SPM yang boleh pilih university and negara yang diorang nak apply.
BUT. Still have to take the exam kemasukan. Kalau tak dapat, still tak boleh pergi jugak.
My top student in school tu pun, one of them dapat 9A masa trial pun still not in the 50 ranking SBP student.
You see that the ranking is so important to us.
Sooo, kenalah work out. Being as a 9A student doesnt mean you can get what you want in your future. Strive for it, and In Shaa Allah you'll achieve it.

Aku ada masa setahun je lagi untuk aku dapatkan 9A+ dan ke: University of New South Wales, Australia.
In Shaa Allah. 
I hope. Wish all the best for me.
All the best you guys. :)