So, for this year I celebrate this holy month at my new school, Sester. Before this celebrate dekat sekolah lama, Smk Sbd Jalil, yeay of course I've celebrate it at hostel for sure. For many years. 4 years including this year. Hehe. And of course rindu parents and dah tak berkempatan ank celebrate the 1st Ramadhan with them but its okay, Ramadhan sebulan, lain hari boleh celebrate sama sama. :D
Well, this year, its kinda different. Yeah. The feelin of Ramadhan lebih rasa mungkin.
Okay, I'll tell you the flow of Ramdhan's schedule in SeSTer.
MORNING
Around 4.50 we go for sahur. BADAR kata lebih elok melewatkan sahur, so kami lewatkan ^_^ Masuk dewan dengan muka bangun tido. Haha. Takdelah malu mana pun. Makan menu biasa, nasi of course.
Then, kalau sesiapa nak qiamulalil boleh pergi surau, lebih afdhal katanya. Dalam bilik pun boleh. Then perform Subuh and prepare for kelas Fajar. Our Fajar Class actually start at 6.30 am. Fajar Class is actually I think belajar macam biasa like, I mean, belajar sendiri di waktu pagi yang indah begituuu. Haha. Then assembly, baca Quran and ada Tazkirah. after that PnP macam biasa. During recess, since nothing to do, we go to surau for Solat Dhuha. Hmm, this kinda interesting for me. Sebelum ni, takdenye aku nak buat macam tu.
EVENING
So, balik sekolah macam biasa after Zohor prep sampai lah petang. So, after Asar, we can go to bazaar, just a stone throw away frm school . Bhaha. Macam karangan pulak. Yeah, Bazaar. Tapi ikut turn la. E.g, hari aspura, besok aspuri. Haaa like that laa. Lepas tu 6.30 petang ada tadarus Quran dekat surau. For iftar, I called it " Mini Iftar " cz kitorang berbuka makan kurma and air dulu then perform Maghrib then, baru pergi dewan makan for the real Iftar. Heheee. Air sejukk, hee. Makan berhidang macam makan dekat rumah tuu. Lalala. Then, after iftar pergi surau, kadang kadang ada slot BADAR, then perform Isya' and Terawih 8 rakaat and Witr :)
Thats all.
Then, alhamdulillah since I entered SeSTer, I could see some differences in me. Orang lain tak nampak, tapi aku nampak. Well bukan semua benda aku boleh ubah dalam satu masa. Mungkin dari segi perangai aku belum boleh ubah, tapi dari segi pemakaian aku boleh. Yeah, it takes time yoww.
I started to wear handsock right now. In shaa allah it will be PERMANENT. Weee. Yeah, Im taking serious bout my aurah right now. I dont mind if my tudung is lepas bahu because maybe I feel more comfortable? Haha. Right. Then, kalau pakai longgar longgar aurat pun tak nampak. Lagi satu, stylo what. Haha. Kalau nak dibandingkan dulu, memang tak lah. Im happy for this. And I started to wear socks whenever I go except in my room. Hehee. Well now aku keluar pegi mana mana pun, hang out dengan member ke, I still wear the loose inner with the skinsocks :D :D Again, alhamdulillah.
Senior kata dekat sester ni lah tempat di mana kita boleh berubah. So, I try myself to change to a better person. To be a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend, a better bestfriend
and and and................a better wife?
Haha jauh pikir. Lols. And recently I notice some girls dah mula beli tudung bawal yang labuh and Im thinking bout the same thing too. Takdelah nampak buruk pun. Cantik je aku tengok diorang pakai. Bukannya aku nak pakai sebab tengok diorang pakai pun. Maybe this is the way He tell me to be His good servant. Heee. Lagipun, bukannya aku pakai yang terus labuh. I mean, the tudung is at least voleh tutup bahagian bahu and atas lengan it is okay for me. Like what I said, TAKE TIME. :D
Another thing is I started to read the Quran. Its fun what. Aku improvekan lagi cara bacaab and nada aku. Dengar orang lain baca, sedaaaaaaap je telinga mendengar. Heeee. Best tau. Terasa macam rugi je aku tak join murattal masa Karnival Islam Sester haritu. Haaa.
Thats all from me, and maaf salah silap. I'll pray for you, and pray for me too. :) Marilah kita berubah ke arah kebaikan. Heeeeeee. Assalamualaikum dan Salam Ramadhan dari sayaaaaa.
1 comment:
alhamdulillah la adik
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